mm. days have passed. jeans finally returning to spore...!!! AGAIN! but only for 3days. hai. qt sad abt it. oh well. much ado abt nth. got many many plans ahead!!! east coast with my dearest snbt pplee!!! hahaha. (suzie!! ul be able to see my cap waist pouch n superb cyclin and bladin skills! hee) lotsa food outings with pinger. outgs with char cheri ser hs n jean of course. and jose jose!!! (so sorry i took so long to reply dearie!! we shall meet up soon!!!) ahahas. din reali feel da xmas spirit dis yr. in fact ... i felt so off tt i actually cried while watchg dis xmas show on hbo. ahhahs. psycho... thanks to shuwens confirmation... i realise i get a bit high on pomelos. wahhahh.. its not sinful rite? dno why she says it is. hahahas.. met pau today at happy dogs for happy pple. got sucha huge shock! pretty awkward.. din reali knw wota say either. guess we jus hfnt met in sucha long time. all she cld say was... URE SO DIFFERENT NOW I CLD HARDLY RECOGNISE U. i changed tt much mehz? i hardly tink i changed at all. ahhas. jus acquired 5 $6 movie tix for shows at shaw towers!!! anyone interested to catch a movie hurry arrange asap!!! ahahhas. its valid till 31st march!!! :) shoik ah! mmm. alrite gta hurry koon liaos. gta spend da whole day with my mom n sis!! shopping prolly. hee. maybe ill get my new digi cam en...!! X)

wow... im impressed


You are Purple Sheep, who is gentle toward people, and likes to take care of others. You are kind and possess graceful attraction. You will not oppose to others, and no matter what, you always take a passive attitude.You don't express your inner emotions easily, and will not actively lead others. You tend to always take a safer path, and are rather timid. You will not do anything adventurous.Your type of women tends to have high aspirations, and hold huge expectation and ideals toward others. Therefore, in contradiction, you may be feeling dissatisfaction on the inside.Your personality is very cautious, and have observing eyes. You are good at reading other people's minds and feelings. And you don't get wrong. You tend to manipulate people by using talent. You are also very intelligent and have great kowledge. You are always thinking of interests, before acting.You tend to be rather temperamental person. And once you make up your mind, you don't easily change, and can be obstinate. Although you value relationships with others, you also like being on your own. Therefore you may suffer from your own contradiction.Although you are a passive sort of person, you do possess perseverance and are a person of action. Once you are on fire, you show unbelievable energy. You like dressing up, so you are suited to follow your career than staying at home.

i love ms adele pillai (hahah.. yeah u know i do)


okay.. i've been swimming with my sis... (more tanning tho) ahhas cycling too! oh god. its so tiring... we'll cycle all da way up to upper pierce n catch shrimps n fishes n stuff for our 2 dragon fishes at home. hees. pretty fun but EXTREMELY TIRING...!!! managed ta get a tan doin tt too! bwahas. gg shopg with my evadearest chow again tmr... del joinin us later.. hope ill manage ta have our um clique (i guess) dinner.. b4 i gta rush home. hees. hafnt played tennis yet despite all my various efforts ta org it. haiz. i give up on org alr larh. some pple just piss me off so much...!!! ugh. jus spent da last few hrs at jeans hse. stayed ova twice alr. hahas den tmr nite deyr all cumg ova ta stay. ahahahas. tink we;re seein each other a bit too much!!! jean's inspired me ta volunteer ata zoo. which i wldnt mind actually. it was pretty fun even tho it was mainly for the cip hrs inta past. hahahs.. love mahjonging! trashed jean and da gu today! cant blif we actually played with our grand aunt. glad we all got closer larh. ahhas was qt funny actually... our comm broke down so many times due to jean's & my lousy.. totally cannot make it understanding of hokkien. hahas. its times like dese that i realise how much i miss my kacheng. dunno why recently i miss char alot too!!! its so fun to just talk to her. too bad she wun be readg this. ahhas OH MY GOD. I JUS SAW HS IN A DRESS!!! hahahas. my first time ever. okay side track. aahh forget it. shall go slp liaos. :)

YAY!!
very very happy...!!!! not only cos the As jus ended.. but i just went shopping tanning and MAHJONG!!! ahahahs. all with pple i love so dearly..! hees. yay. bought lotsa new stuff.. spent like 100 over shopping w chow vinnie jac and ct! hees. chow is my best shopg buddy lors!!!! taste um.. not the same lar but very good shopg partners!!! cos we go the same places same pace and stuff X) hees. den this morn went tanning... with vinnie chow and cc...!!! del was happily lounging in my parents room messing up da bed and rune-ing away!!! wah lao.. she better pay my electricity bill lors. she used da comp for like nearly 10 hrs! hahahas. den aft that ate pratty prataaa!!! wonderful!!! hees. we were all dressed so grossly.. aahhahs.. wota sight to see.. hahahas. den headed home for more bridge den MAHJONG! it was the funniest ever!!! we played blitz mahjong and added many new verbs in it!! ahahhas... like when u put down yi tong u must say panadol!!! er wan must say er2huan2.... er4 tong3 must say bikini! that kinda rubbit. hahahas it was soooooo funny! lolz. played for so long... SANG AND SANG AND DANCED AND DID ALL SORTS OF RUBBISH! cldnt stop laughing and scolding each other. hahahhh... inta end i was da winner!! heees.. tink my poor danny gna get one hell of a nightmare tonite man. ahhas.. den we had a pomelo feast!!! and i learnt one vital lesson from that.. firstly.. never ever sit in btw del and chow cos deyl squirt pomelo juice in ur face and body... secondly.. never let del try to peel the pomelo. ahhas cos her only tool is her mouth!!! hahhahas... well dey just left and 3 of us are sunburnt! ahahahs. damn shiok. wonder if deyr coming over again tmr. lolz. anw.. me and chow are gna shop soon! haahhas. so exciting!!!! must round up more $$ first! heez. i tink wat wld make my hols realli reali wonderful wld be for my sis and jean to return!! angie too! joyce is coming back next tues... jean next next mon... angie onta 11 dec!!! hahahas. we're gna haf so much fun being tourists!! wahahhas.. dunno why suddenly kx and i haf become badminton enthusiasts! we arranged for many many badm outings with both sn and cj pple! hahahas.. one's gna be at my hse next fri... heee. cant wait for the bbq tho.. met suzie in town yst.. gotta shock of my life. wasnt expecting her for another week! hahahas she's the only one who jessica ong's me. hahahas. she still looked the same.. hahahs. still as silly as ever. but oh boy do i ever love her phoneeeee! ahhhh... lovely lovely. hahahas. alriteee... shant blog any longer...

chow del jac ct cc --------- canoeing bbq tannin swimg shopg & gamblin on ah!!!!!!!
jean n hs ----------- tourist tingy!!!
lala cindy yunx ---------- swimming tanning!
yuying ping ----- stay over or tennis or sth! hahahas.

luvya all :) evtg's just wonderful......

war is peace.
freedom is slavery.
ignorance is strength.


ever wondered what its like to live in in a world where every aspect of life is closely monitored? while any hint of unorthodoxy is ruthlessly suppressed by the thought police? where the price of freedom is betrayal?


april 4th 1984.

last night to the flicks. all war films. one very good one of a ship full of refugees being bombed somewhere in the Mediterranean. Audience much amused by shots of a great huge fat man trying to swim away with a helicopter after him. first you saw him wallowing along in the water like a porpoise, then you saw him through the helicopters gunsights , then he was full of holes and the sea round him turned pink and he sank as suddenly as though the holes had let in water. audience shouting with laughter when he sank. then you saw a lifeboat full of children with a helicopter hovering over it. there was a middleaged woman might have been a jewess sitting up in the bow with a little boy about three years old in her arms. little boy screaming with fright and hiding his head between her breasts as if he was trying to burrow right into her and the woman putting her arms round him and comforting him although she was blue with fright herself, all the time covering him up as much as possible as if she thought her ams could keep the bullets off him. then the helicopter planted a 20kilo bomb in among them terrific flash and the boat went all to matchwood. then there was a wonderful shot of a child's arms going up up up right up into the air a helicopter with a camera in its nose must have followed it up and there was a lot of applause from the party seats but a woman down in the prole part of the house suddenly started kicking up a fuss and shouting they dint oughter of showed it not in front of the kids they didnt it aint right not in front of kids it aint unil the police turned her turned her out i dont suppose anything happened to her nobody cares what the proles say typical prole reaction..



interested? ripped off george orwell's 1984. very very interesting! mark my words. its full of unerring and painful satire with startling and vivid images of totalitarian terror. one of the best books ive ever read apart from to kill a mockingbird (this u haf gta read too.. really!) . no kid pple.. this is a book to read!

vhae aolbsytul on iaed thaw im digon esthe dyas! neeb sclakgin ym soootpid sas fof! haiz. so gnnoa ide rfo pelmirs la! yhw ma i awlsya kiel hatt?!? cnat snatd lmsfey seotmiems! grrr.
(try to make sense of it)

del : u twit! i got bruises now all tnks to u la! seriously sufffocated meeeee! the only pain u felt was the stooooooopid pain in ur stomach cos ur laughin too hard at me. thanks ah! i shall nv let u step into my room again. ahhas. next time rem to check if ct is cumg over to play or study man. today was a super unproductive day la! ahahah. dun play too much rune yeah! stop being so bimbotik as well.

ooh..!! i absolutely love orange (:
anw... ive been camping out ata thomson SISSY (go figure) alot lately... its like my.. and many other pples 2nd home! ahahhas... i practically ate all e food that can be eaten at thomson alr la. ahhahas... not surprising considering ive spent the last 4 days there. ahhahs.. v grateful for the lovely company of my classmates becks chels and cait who kept me awake alive and um kinda got me to sit down and do my work... i guess its definitely much more conducive der than at home where i can doze off without anyone poking me and slp comfortably on my wonderful bed for hrs and hrs.. ahhas.. nowadays we even added badm to the list! ahhas its gna fun and of cos v good for our studies... exercising helps make the brain more focused and enables us to concentrate and absorb beta rite? hahah.. its qt surprising to see shiping vincent and zesamine der as well... ahaha.. well at least i made more frens...!! and e best ting abt it is they're all smart pple so i can fire all my qns's at them! hee.. dun worry.. i feed them tonnes of food in return! ahahha.. oh well prelims in exactly 6 days time... i am kinda stressed (duh) but i aint exactly doin netg abt it? hmm.. anw hahaha.. im gna tnk this particular monkey... for making me laugh and keeping me AWAKE during this period of time when our minds tend to wander extremely near all the various temptations we're used to hafg.. hahaha.. thanks to her sillyness retardedness piggish and monkey like behaviour and quirks... i tink i can officially say that... she is one of a kind (this may and may not be a compliment) ahahha. okay i knw ur readin this so dun kill me k? i din mean a single ting i said abt u.. (well almost) ahaha.. yes yes ur a studious nerd who's extremely attached to ur physics book and nv ever dozed off in ur life! ahahas.. ( better appreciate wat i jus said cos im gna take it all back in a matter of min) ahhaas.. anyhoo.. gtg write my hopeless testimonial now... ahhahas. study hard everybody!!! rem we wun hfa choice! (well its the truth aint it?)


jean ---- yes dear pls call me anytime!!!! really really wanna talk to u.. dun tell me the letter i sent is still mia ah. i will jus die... will go to the post office and interrogate every officer i see till i get the letter back to mail it to u again!

everybody cries they say
everybody lies
everybody breathes they say
and everybody dies
but somehow that seems strange to me
that we should all believe
so completely what is given us
shoved in our faces.

can you breath?
for i feel "them" pressing down on me
their weight upon my spine
it crushes me and makes me small
and their rules,
they break my mind :(

she will be loved :)


Wouldn't it be nice if we were older?
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long.
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know it's gonna make it that much
we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
It might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good night baby
Sleep tight baby :)

cant believe you're dead.
its all my fault.
i should have taken note of the signs.
i should have shown more concern
how could i have been so blind
its all my fault
what can i say
im so sorry ):

GLENN : u have seriously changed okae. ahhas. you are hahah-in and lolling! ahhahas.. who's ur love. come on . somebodys gta be resp for changing you so drastically. what happened to the silly man i use to know?!?! ahahha.... we'll see on thurs la huh. ahha X) its okae. i know u love me. haha. niteeeeeeee!

everybody.. please DO NOT watch e village... its e stupidest show i've ever watched in my whole life and a total waste of money. stupid movie. -irritated-

all e mocks are arriving.... and they've decided to arrive together! how nice....

another day has passed.... so glad schs over.. at least for today. time reali seemed to have stooped to a crawl recently.. cant blif the prelims are seriously drawing near. e very thought jus freaks me out!!! hmm. just caught up w cheri recently. a whole wave of euphoria just washed over me when i found out that we were finally able to study this fri at orchard lib!!! been waiting to catch up with her for so long. hope char ser and huishan wld be able to join us. then it wld reali be a gathering! hmmz. am watching spore idol ata moment and it reali amazes me that some people are so blinded with themselves that they reali think they are extremely talented and superiorly vocalized. i must admit though that courage plays a part.... but stupidity and self obsession plays a far bigger part nonetheless. hahah. well at least it serves as a source of amusement. okay.. obviously aint in an extremely gd mood ata moment.. haha.. usually i dun bang pple so much esp pple i dunno. well spore idol is over.. and so is my break. haiz. gotta hit the books again... adious! (:

ooh lovely colour. haha. so bimbotik eh? shall stick to this for the time being. hmmz am talking to cheri on msn now.. it was so funny. even before we actually conversed i was already laughing.. smiling and reminiscing about the good old times we use to share. just by looking at that adorable baby photo of hers. really miss the times when she jean char and i would just talk and do stupid stuff together. we were hardly seperable. yet now we're like all growing distant.. its reali qt a shame. but the saying is true. absence does make the heart grow fonder. and right now.. im feeling alot of both. there are plenty of good frens out there that i've grown further from.. shiping yuying del chow thanya ... too many to say.. hmmz. such an emotional topic.. pretty suitable for the coming of the As. its like an emotional rollercoaster that i cant wait to get out of. but right now.. theres no such thing as getting of halfway.. especially since we're nearing the end. hmmz. dont wanna worry anyone but somehow i feel qt demoralised at the moment. i dont feel like i can make it in the end. pretty sad huh?
its traumatizing. but tnk goodness i haf my classmates beside me whom i know are sharing pretty similar experiences right now. ahhahas. well. its nearly 12 now. shall stop crapping abt how horrible and dreary school life is ata moment and sink instead into the land of dreams. (:

WHO SHOULD LET GO?
>>
>>
>>
>>
>> > Eleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter - ten
>>men and
>> >one woman.
>> > The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they
>>decided that
>> >one
>> >
>> > has to drop off. Otherwise they were all going to fall. They
>>were not
>> >able
>> >
>> > to choose that person, but then the woman made a very touching
>>speech.
>> >
>> >
>> > She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because
>>as a
>> >woman,
>> >
>> > she was used to giving up everything for her husband and kids,
>>and for
>> >men
>> >
>> > in general, without ever getting anything in return. As soon as
>>she
>> >finished
>> >
>> > her speech, all the men started clap! ping their hands..
>> >
>> >
>> >
>> > SEND THIS STORY TO AN INTELLIGENT WOMAN SO THAT SHE HAS
>>SOMETHING TO
>> >SMILE ABOUT TODAY.

Singlish VS English_____
>Everyone should use Singlish because it's much more economical n >effective!
Here's why: > >***** > >

When going shopping_____

> >ENGLISH: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you >want in your size. If you'll give me a moment, I can call the other >outlets for you.

> >SINGLISH: No stock! > >*****


> >When returning a call_____

> >ENGLISH: Hello, this is Mr. Bean. Did anyone page me a few moments >ago?

> >SINGLISH: Hello, who page? > >*****



> >When someone is in the way_____ >

>ENGLISH: Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Will you please make way?

> >SINGLISH: Lai, siam!/Siam hor!/Skius!(Excuse) > >*****




> >When someone offers to pay_____


> >ENGLISH: Hey, put your wallet away. This drink's on me.

> >SINGLISH: No need lah! > >*****



> >When asking for permission_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to >enter through this door?

> >SINGLISH: (Points at door) Can pass or not? > >*****



> >When asking to be excused_____

> >ENGLISH: If you would excuse me for a moment, I have to go to the >washroom. Carry on without me, it would only take a moment.

> >SINGLISH: Go toilet! Buay tahan... > >*****



> >When doubting someone_____

> >ENGLISH: I don't recall you giving me the money.

> >SINGLISH Got meh? > >*****


> >When disagreeing on a topic of discussion_____

> >ENGLISH: Err, Tom, I have to stop u there. I understand where you >are coming from but I really have to disagree with what you said >about the policy.

> >SINGLISH: Talk cock lah u! > >*****




> >When asking someone to lower their voice_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but can you lower your voice? I'm trying to >concentrate over here. > >SINGLISH: Aye, tiam lah! > >*****



> >When asking someone if s/he recognises you_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me. Do I know you?
> >SINGLISH: See what see?! Buay Song ah!

now this little phrase here i really love!!! im nota feminist u guys!! well maybe a little.. hahah

++ the average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think ++ (:

heya PEI !!!
hey, din realise u signed my gb like in may? ahahs yeah damn long ago.. but anyhows. hows ya been? i hfnt been seeing u arnd in cj at all... ahhahas. exams are stressing me up man!! tc yep? :)

Two ghost met and chatted about how they died,
1st ghost : how u die?
2nd ghost : I died of cold
1st ghost : how does it feel when dying in cold?
2nd ghost : actually I was imprisoned in the refrigerator. at first I was
shivering, then my whole body started to freeze, later I felt the
whole world was dark and I died. fortunately, I died without much suffering.
1st ghost : what a pity for u....
2nd ghost : how about u? how u die?
1st ghost : I died of a heart attack.
2nd ghost : I see, how did u have a heart attack?
1st ghost : actually I found out that my wife is having an affair with
another man. one day when I came back from work, I saw a pair of male
shoes outside my house. then I realized that the guy was in my house with my wife.
when I rushed into the bedroom, my wife was alone. I must find where that bastard is hiding. so I searched the toilet, ran to downstairs, looked in the
storeroom, but the bastard was not found. so, I ran upstairs and search the wardrobe, but I found nothing. because I was too tired of running, I got heart attacked and
died.

2nd ghost : why not u look for the bastard in the fridge? if you did,
both of us would be alive now!

.:+ The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows your flaws and differences and yet still willingly embraces you with so much love +:.

hmmz. exams are FINALLY over. but time is closing in on the dreaded prelims. haiz. really gotta pull myself tog and study hard this time round. no more excuses no more time. i just found out that if i wanna go to melbourne uni commerce.. i gotta get A A B. if i apply soon they may even take my prelim results which means i have a mere 2 months to get A A B. such a laugh eh? its horribleeeeee. hmmz. anws, the hols are over.. exams werent as bad as i thought. but they were still bad... considering i hardly studied and i was the most ill prepared this time round. just went swimming with my classmates...! was reallly funn.. maisie was being as funny and gross as usual. ahhaahs. xue mei as usual swam the most laps and even helped me pack up my coins!! woah! ahhahas. not that i dun appreciate of course. ahhas but it kinda shocked me.. caitlyn was being sucha cute ORANGE. ahhas. ull understand if u come swimming with us. hahas. cait ah. i hope our hair aint too brown for school. i dun tink we did that much damage la huh. ahahhas X) nearly watched spidey2 yst. but thanks to choww and del.. i din geta watch with cind yunx yanz cel and um... yanz fren. ahahs. was pretty upset... considering they spent most of the time talking abt runescape!!! ahahs. but nvm. everytime spent with my gd ol pals are worth it rite? hahahas. (smirks) hmmz.. going shopping tmr with kristy! YAY! but first meeting up with flo for lunch. ahahs hopefully meeting up with dan and jess ltr at nite. wanted to force kristy ta watch spidey with me but she watched it already. hopefully i can watch it on mon with ping if not ill hfta drag delly to watch w me. ahhahas. i reali wanna catch it! it got like 5 starts inta newspaper!! thats like full marks!!! even chow complimented it.. and of cos i trust her taste.. on certain stuff at least. ahahs not her shoes tho. lolz....!! hmmz. spse to meet them to try out runescape now but dunno where they areeee. so i guess maybe ill pop by thomson plaza for a little while. hee. at least ive got till mon before the pressures of school arrive again. :)

hmmz.. its exactly one wk away from the dreadful exams.. history exam to be precise. my god. its truly mortifying. ive barely started and the grades i've to reach or get close to are A C C. how inta world am i suppose to achieve that if base on present circumstances i can barely even touch it! ughh. furthermore.. the stressful shortage of time is not only not stressing me to study. its causing me to slack even more! double irony eh. ah the satire of it all. oh well. 1 wk to my death date. guess ill just have to pray for the best and wish myself alot of luck!!! :(


del & chow... i know ure with me in this ordeal too. ahhas. i guess we just cant change our slackerish ways for the world man. best of luck to us!

HEY! hahaha im at hongkong now.. ahah very happie! bought jeans shirts lotsa other stuff. but theres still one more day of shopping left and i still got loads on my shopping list! ahah happy happy!!!! hmmz. if only my sister and my dad were here. ahhas i miss danny alot! ahaha... jean too. hmmz. dunno why these 2 pple keep popping into my head. hahahas. odd. anyway the fashion here is really weird. saw alot of funky stuff i wanted to buy but it was very very very expensive! was so upset. ahahhaa. oh yeah. sorry del cant buy ur jeans. i saw a really funky jeans with sparkling diamonds (fake ones of cos) ata back spelling outta funky word!!! the whole design was so cool. but it cost near $200 so forget it la huh. ahahhaa.. i nida rob a bank if i spent at that rate. ahahhas. one ting abt hk i love is all the HUGE signs!!! der are so many of dem! the food is great too. ahahhas.. hmmz its close to 11pm now. ahaha gta get back up to the hotel room, take a nice strong warm bath and jus relax and haf fun with my mom!!! the showers here are fantastic!!! room is kinda small tho. ahahas.. had a great day today!!! i love the plane rides too. great games and movies and tv shows! was intending to slp onta way here but ended up busying myself with krisworld. ahahha. inta end i jus spent the days dying of fatigue! retarded man.. the price of pleasure! ironical. hmmz. met up with my 10-yr-no-see relatives. ahahaha. theyre all so grown up now. its amazing!!!! ahahahas... they talk with accents and all. really cool. too bad we had limited time to catch up. ahahas.. alrite gtg!!! update u guys another time. ahahah.



heres a description or prediction of me. haha sum stupid love test again.

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.

my gosh!! its been so so so so long since ive been online! ahah approximately 3 months! ahhas. anw.. lotsa tings haf been happeng to me. ive been in distress!!! ahahah in practically ev single aspect of my life!!! sch is terrible.. dunno y i seemed to haf lost my focus on lotsa stuff. cant seem to hafta discipline to achieve my triple A for the dreaded As. hmmz... fell outta contact with lotsa dear frens... it seems as if ive been enclosing myself or sth... oddly enuff.. the pple that im closest to ata moment (except my dear kacheng) is e badm pple...! it is ironic cos badm has alws been e one to bring misery to my life. ahhahas.. all the times tht i cried or felt reali depressed in cjc was all attributed to badm... ahhaha. how retarded is that. okay anw back to the present. well at least now ive gained back sum focus in my life.. am slightly more motivated to do my work... am happier now. to dis i hfta say thanks to 2 pple... xm doesnt come online... but oh well.. and to YOU.. tnks so much. hahaa. am not gna put ur name up here in case any funny rumours start or wteva. hahahah.. jus caught shrek yst with dan. it was ultra funny!!! both of us cldnt stop laughing!!! i esp loved the stupid INNOCENT CAT. ahha my gosh. it was jus superbly adorable!! ahhas. wldnt mind watchg it again or getg e vcd! ahha. e other movie i watched was troy (c how outdated i am) it was long!! abt 2 half hrs? lotsa nude scenes.. the guys and girl were hot! ahhas. but it reali put orlando bloom in an ultra bad lite. dun like him anymore. ahahhas e only next 2 movies on my list are kill bill (yep i knw im outdated) and harry potter!!! ahhaha cant wait!!! too bad i prob wun be able to catch it with jean char cher ser... deyr e pple i reali wna catch it with! hmmz... ders anastasia ltr at 7.30 onta disney ch! cant waita watch it.. e one disney movie i reali miss is aladdin. dunnno why dey hfnt shown it yet tho. perhaps its too old. hmmz. been watchg alot of tv lately... ahah din realise i was sucha addict!!! fav shows are friends... oc.. american idol... spongebob... totally spies... kim possible...sabrina...dexters lab... incredible tales.. missing and lots more! ahahas.. wun be surprised if i actually spend half my life slacking ata couch ahhaha. mid yrs are coming and im totally not prepared... been doing horridly at practically all subjs.... including MATHS.. how dreadful is that. dunno why recently i haf not been even attempting to study at all. well .. thats gta change man!!! okay my present ST goals in life are....

1) catch up w my frens
2) do much better than i expect for midyrs
3)catch up on all my hw
4) attain more cip hrs!!
5) maintain my physical level
6) stop being confused abt evtg
7) be more decisive!!!!
8) save lotsa $$ for future shopg sprees and pres!

hahaha yep thts all for now man... hmmz.. sports day was qt boring.. much more boring as compared to last yr.. dno whether its cos of the absence of juaner (kinda)...yunx...lala... yj. hmmz. had fun catchg up with becks chels and kai at mos tho! ahahah was damn funny... we stoned...talked...ate...danced a lil (me n becks) it was sucha slacker filled rubbish day!! enjoyed it thoroughly! ahhaa.. ill nv forget our walk thru the park. dun tell anyone abt e silly tings i did alrite? ahahaa esp the stones or pile of leaves. ahhas. talk abt embarrassing. becks and chels cldnt stop talking abt grad!!! ahaha.. must hang out with my class pple more often.. ahhas. alrite i gtg meet up with char and cheri soon for prata...!!! hfnt seen those twits for ages! hee.

NAPFA on mon....!!!!! hope i can get all A. hahaha.. dis silly knee of mine had beta heal...!!!! ahhaha. individual msgs now...

yunx lala cind yj yanz criz mai jose>> meet up soon okae?
ping >> same 4 u u twit!!! hahas.. stay over durin june?
kachengs >> miss u e most!!! call me and write me soon ok?
t08' pple >>> lets strive on okae? itll be over b4 u know it. hahah. -prays-
del chow >> lets play tennis!

hahah took a silly love test at http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm u guys can try it too. its reali silly tho. lolz. ahahha here are e results!!!

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.

okae... i din manage to complete anymore goals. how annoying is tht! grr. nvm. okae first tings first. e bbq din go too badly.. i mean ... less than half the food caught fire. wahhas. and i was e only one der who knew how to start and keep e fire going! my gosh... the guys der are simply... umm... *******. hahaa. okae.. the food wasnt tht bad. e shopping was hilarious! ahhaa... sji guys are reali sji. ahhaha thts all i can say. suzie came along... and we ate mini melts! deyr gd.. but super ex! wah nv in my life again man. ahhas. e rest came late as usual.... ahhaa. and now cos of tht. im totally broke!!! I NEED THE MONEY BACK PPLE! hahaa. okae. tnk gdness dey din play truth or dare. ahah if not i wld prob haf died. one way or another. hahaa. watched resident evil aft tht. seriously love tht show...!!! still rem e funniest qns char cheri and jean were asking aft tht ahhahs. how i wish dey were here rite now X( hmmz. speaking of going overseas.. suzies gg! cldnt blif... hmmz. maybe ill meet her der sumtime... tink i mite be gg ata end of e yr. but not too sure. wonder wat itll be like den. hmmz. ping stayed over! hahahas. was reali glad she did. we cooked... and cooked! e food was alriteeeee la. hahaha. e brownie was fantastic! but we forgot to add e milky bar. haiz. and bcos of all e rubbish ive been eatin lately... im hafg a sore throat now! oh man... baddddd! seriously gna fall very ill soon... (bad feelg). was spse to complete jy's hw and ms angs too. but... ahha apparently.. i slpt e whole damn day away. how horrid is tht! nwo im reali starting to wonder if me and chow can keep up to our promiseee. hmm... anyhow... tmr got early morn run and PE again aft tht. tnk gdness ders no trainin aft pe. if not ill die like how i died on thurs! ahhas. 3 killers in a row ... ugh. hmmz. dunno why i suddenly tot of me and kristy laughin and laughin thruout the bbq and resident evil. dunno wota hell got into us. ahhas. now i undstd why gen tinks tht me and kris are ***** when we get tog. hahahas. but unforunately it is true. ahhahas. oh yah. cant blif e sn outing din work. ahahha okae individual msgs now!!!

jean >>> tnks alot! hurry send! call soon! luvya!
ping >> was really fun! forgot to gifya ur surprise pres tho :/
yanz >> u tc alrite? ahahah sorry abt the tanning ting!!! X)
'08 >>> hols over. here we go again... ahhaa
del >>> no more prata but more pool k? hehez.
egna >>> hurry msg when ur back! cant waita cya!!!
jose>> sths up wya blog man. come over soon k? ahha danny misses u!
yunx lala cindy junz>> lets go adels hse soon! haah miss her massage chair!

hmmz lets see... movie down. danny walked. ahahha i haf so many more goals to accomplish! -faints- ahaha. had training today. lotsa pple tot it was bad. but me and kristy din tink so. ahaha i guess we're too neutral oredi. ahhahs. e best pple inta team is gen and kris. dunno what ill do without dem. ahhaha prob get drowned by all e sn pple and suffocate n die. hahaha. (oops hope ure not readin dis) ahaha. gna hfa badm bbq soon at my hse! ahhaha hope i din get myself into unneccessary trouble by offerin my hse. hahaa. i also hope i dun get thrown into e pool. ahaha. (e guards r oredi peeved at me hahaha no tnks to char and cheri... for our yearly events) hmmz. jus realised im getg further away from many pple.. and closer to jus a few. hmmz. oh well it takes two hands to clap aft all... its jus amazing how past close or very close relations can jus slip away lidat. u may c each other daily and stuff. but evtgs jus diff now. hmmz. quite odd. schs gna start soon. and me and chow r gna hfta uphold our... um... promise no matter how diff it may be! hmmz. hahahs ive found new swimming buddies as well! deyr xuez and chels! ahahha so amusing. e least expected pple at my hse with the most unexpected fun! ahahha truly amazing. absolutely wonderful. ahhaha. but next time... cut down onta food supply yeah? ahahah. haf so many sms's to waste. how annoying. maybe i shall jus mass msg to try to maximise usage. ahhaha. hmmz. dun wna get back my results. cos aft i get it back. i may c pple go (i reali hope not.... haiz) and i hfta start studyin again. .. who noes... pple may go into depression and evtg'll be dreary again! lets hope not! hmmz.

here are the tings i wish for.... (tht $$ cant exactly buy)
1) my maid will be able to cook a proper meal
2) e trio in my class will be able to stay (prays extra hard!!!)
3) tht ill be able to go overseas!! hehez.

hey angie!!!! gdness i din realised u signed my gb. ahha... im so glad ull be comin back soon! hahah cant waita cya! miss u so much! hehez.

hmmz. had a great time yst!! ahah shot many rounds of pool with del at our usual umm.. rather hot place. ahhaah . but dey finally made massive (at least to me it was qt huge.. considering tht dey hfnt changed netg in like a century!) changes. ahhas. went for marche.. and watched dirty dancing.... i tot e movie was absolutely horrid and totally not worth money at all. i mean one and a half hrs is serioualy bullshit man... thank god i din pay for the tics.. phews. hey del if ure reading dis we gta play more pool yeah! ahahha... tht way we can improve and trash jac! ahah. okae recently my life has been more or less monotonous. ive been slpg b4 nine pm... i guess thts cos im seriously dead beat... and yes its mostly badms fault! running inta morns 3 times a wk at least...... trainings are horrid... esp physically ones! ahaaha... thurs was my first pt! (to e horror and amazement of ev1) ahaha. pe is not exactly helping either. ahahah heres how mr lim conditions me... first he says... class do 7 rounds... den he goes.... jessica go 10 cos ure a badm player. hahahas and so it goes on and for every single itty bitty ting i gotta do extra. ahah but thurs are e worst... morn runs.... followed by pe.... den its a super long day... (end @ 4.30) den physical training aft that. ahahhas. i cant help but imagine all e free time i wld haf if i was not in badm. but thts jus wishful tinkg oredi.. considering tht i kinda got blackmailed. haiz. hahaa. okae lets tok abt results.... i guess the saying... study less and obtain more results is qt true! ahah @ least thts wat happened for me dis time round.... i got..... a C for jys paper.... rajoo is still unknown... a B3 for chinese...... A for maths... (wat shocked me was the 79) ... econs i managed to tyco to 18/30 for mcq without studyin @ all. but case study was a misery... had 11/30. ahhaa and i definitely cannot count on essay... i only knew how to do 1b and 2b. ahahha. so i guess what i need now is just plenty of luck man! ahhaa. oh well im jus gna enjoy my wonderful one wk break first! hehez. beautiful..... my aim for the hols are to... read finish dis excellent judith m. book in borders ( no money to buy) ahahas its abt magic!!! hehez. okae... swim more.... tan more.... play pool more!!! meet up with e stupid sn twits! try nota pon trainings... take my doggie out for walks...(without killing him or myself)... haf a bbq.... get closer to my team mates and classmates. ahhaha i guess my goals sound pretty accomplishable eh? ooh yeah! i wanna add another one... tht is to... play the piano!!!! oh man... hfnt touched the keys in so long. miss it so much. esp canon in d major..... (ahhh.....) okae. shant blab anymore. ahhaa. tc ev1...! X) dis hols is gna be greaT!!!!!


del and chow >>> pool? nubar? movie? mahjong? bridge?!!?!? X)
yunx n cindy >>> wat happened to our meeting? ahahha
jose >>> u twit la u.... hurry come!
08' classmates >>> go out soon? hehez.
jac >>> happy tioman-in! ill be waiting for ya to get baq... cya on sat i hope? ahhaa
jean >>> rem abt e leta!!! call me soon yah? dun be so blur abt ur classes anymore...
joyce >>> happy bdae!!! hehez. hope we dun hfta go for surgery!!! (prays hard)
ping >>> woman ah... our promises to meet up ah. ahhaha.. it just neva happens does it. ahaha
danny >>> i promise to walk u soon!! (hahaha)

jose : thanks dear. wota said in ur blog.. was simple but yet it had a tremendously deep and sweet impact on me. reminded me of last yr. haahha. esp when i was umm... attempting to do integration. ahahha. im glad ure still in cjc. X)


u see! one beautiful para jus for ya as i promised...! ahahha.

how nite study has been for me......

water..... floor....cupped hands....failed attempt...... floor...more water.....wet table.... lotsa tissue!! haha... fishy fishy.... kfc... singing....more singing.... chi version of ***** ..... flirting(gross).....bombing (2 poor souls frm sji) ... running.... yawning.... scribbling.... slpg.... depression? insanity....



okae evtg is much better now. tnk gdness cts is over. stress is over. but results are still onta way. ecks. dun reali hate anyone anymore i guess. ahahha or maybe the 6 ppl jus simmered down to ONE. hmm. but other than tht evtgs fine. so dun worrie! ahhaha. sorry. hmm. lets see cts din go too well. hfnt been gg for trainin. hmmz. am onlie gg for the sake of gg. so sad aint it? but im reali tryin my best oredi. hope i wun disappoint pple anymore (learnt dis from ya del) hmms. many tings i feel like blabberin out. but it wld be detrimental to both me and you. hmmz. so nvm. but life can reali be a bitch smtms. ahha yes im finally online again. guess ill jus send out individual msgs now.

a certain sum1 >>> hope e 3hrs onta fone worked. dun worrie we both din waste our time. hope evtgs okae now? was reali worried. but i noe ure strong. in fact we all are.... smtms u try nota disappoint pple and u end up hurting urself. and most of the time aft that... u end up disappointing urself...disappointg others.....hurting urself....and hurting others. tink abt it ya.

lala n yunx >> nv fail to crack me up. such lame twits u are. haha

c(h)ow >>> " water....cupped hands..... running....spilling.... table.... floor.... laughter.... more water" ahhahah! funny funny!

badmintoners >>> ill try

kc >> ill call u soon. haiz. smtms.. i jus wish i cld be der wya and joyce. -sighs-

okae im finally here again...... i have only one ting to say today... tht i dun usually say..........



FUCK YOU.



the arrogance of you!!! it jus cannot be stand for. who the fuck do u tink u are!?!? jus keep going arnd acting so high and mighty when inside you're jus nothing at all.. what u did was totally unforgivable. dunno wota hell i saw in you inta first place....e tot of u jus makes me sick. i jus want you outta my life! BITCH... BASTARD.... BITCH!!!!


i can tink of 6 other pple tht i hate ata moment.... reali hope you all will go rot with the rest of the worlds scum! ugggghhh!!!!!!!!


oh forget it.

jiayou to evryone out der whos um. tryin der best to study. ahhas u noe who im tokg abt. yep! ahhas alrite. i beta gif a big jiayou to myself too man! ahha (i noe u hate dis word) ahahas. oh well. had badm outing at sentosa today. ahahs at first we were even considerin whether anot to go anot cos it was like rainin! (again) den inta end. me suzie kristy and kx decided for it. ahahs. cld haf gone suzies hse actually! ahhas but it was quite fun. ahahs except for the sea water. my gosh. i tot e h2o at siloso wld be beta but inta end it was stinkier... fishier and much dirtier! ahah eww. ahhahas damn gross. but it was lotsa fun! played lotsa games! all e running games and bridgE! (ahah e love of my life) ahahahs. we even played with water bombs and floor (tnk god kirsty din bring soyasauce or ketchup or eggs haah) ahahas. kirsty ah. tht women grossed me out and made me laugh so many times today! ahahs hilarious. oh yah and suzie. i will nv be able to forget your FROOR she actually wanted to sae floor... ahahs not forgettin.... yerrow caror seriously man suzie. i swear ur becomin an ah lian! ahhas . nvm ah. its okae. ill try to help u adapt back to ur urm..... normal self?a hahs (like since when were u ever normal?!?!) ahahhas im pretty sad now. cos i cant wear my orange shoes to sch cos its too orange! haiz. but nvm la huhz. ill jus wear it out next time durin non school hours den. ahahs was pretty tired onta bus ride back. but dunno why now i feel like joinin my parents to play squash. ahahs with my sis too! haahs alrite den. i shall go off now! blog more next time! X)

yep yep surprise surprise! im here again. ahhahas so soon yeah? (compared to last time) ahahhas yep! actually i came online today specially to sign lalas blog! haha u happy not? hee. yep yep! i shall try to help u link but it reali seems quite um. hopeless ata moment. ahahhas so peserve yeah! ahahhas yesyes! we must still run the macritchie tog k? ahahs cant waita cya inta toilet tmr morn again!@ hahahahas. heyheyhye!!!! we shd haf study dates tog man! ahhas cant blif i actually met ya inta bus jus now too. ahah so funny. ahhas okae nothin to update abt my life. its as um. sad as ever. ahhas (not kiddin) . okae i haf individual msgs to deliver now.

del > call me k?
lala> call me.... go out with me... study with me.... ! ahah
yunx> msg me..... meet up w me! hahahas miss ya! dun be sad k?
yanz> cheer up! X)
kc> miss u la. U MUST CALL ME IMMEDIATELY AH.
ser> hurry arrange k?
pommie> our swimmin stilll on? hee.
all e girls in t8 > tong xiao mahjong here we come! hahaha X) YAY

oh man! i hfnt blogged in ages! yep but here i am once again. hmm. lets see. life has been um.... eh.. undescribable. der haf been more down than ups tho. which is reali quite sad. ahahhas pple arnd me have been seriously eccentric!!!! (del esp) ahhahas and lotsa pple haf gotten much lamer! (lala n jose) ahahhas.. its quite funny. cny has been super fattenin dis yr! damn horrid. ahahhas. oh yes! i haf 2000 sms to utilise! damn happy abt it cos i can nv bomb e bill anymore! hee. but one ironic ting is tht recently i hate smsin. and it usually takes me quite long to reply. which is so not like me. ahhas. oh well. i guess tht is good in a sense? ahahs. weird.... but gd? hmmz. and recently i dun reali like to sms pple or more like. dun reali haf much pple to sms! hahaha. (and to u.... i hate u......!! stop smsing me u idiot!) ahahas. alas, i haf dear adele to rely on. ahahha unfortunately tht poor dear has lost her fone. ahahs but nonetheless tings are back to e way they use to be. ahahs so yay! i can msg her like siaosers again! hahas oh yes del wants me to add tht.... ADELE LAMENTS THE GREAT LACK OF GENTLEMEN IN TODAYS SOCIETY bwahhas. i wonder wat tht reali implies. hehes. e other day me n del happen to chance upon becks ( oh boy tht poor girl din noe wat .... or WHO hit her haha) and tht got me tinkg abt sec 4L. haiz. really miss e gd ol times. sucha pity. hahas. oh yah. adele also wanna add tht "shes chio, also quite handsome but gettin a bit FAT, need new shoes, dun mind a chio hardworking GF whom she can aspire to be like. " WHAHAHAS. got me laughin to death man. ahahs oh ya!!! i wanna get dis damn chio shoes!!!!! ahhhhh! ahahhas but its ilke $179? which is damn ex? haiz. thts why my mom is a lil hesitant to get it for me. hmmz. but with my new yr $$ maybe i can get it? hmmz. jus tht the top is too high tho. ahahahs. hmm. hey del u must get me a huge discount k? ahahahs hope we get our dream shoes! haahs. haiz. i realise tht ive not kept in touch w lotsa pple lately..... except perhaps del. dunno why. when i go to school . i dun even look forward to anything anymore. except perhaps seein lala and e few dears once in awhile. hmmz. tings haf reali taken a drastic turn as compared to last yr. my life seems to haf reali taken a down turn! ughh.. i jus cant waita take the As get over with cj and head on to (hopefully) melbourne! ahah yay!!!!! thts my dream. but my dream wld only be complete if i can take all e pple id reali miss with me. jus found out a few reali shocking tings recently. which wat can i sae... really shocked me to e damn core! hahas but alrite. i gotta keep it all a secret. hmmz. i tink im puttin up a front. its like. when pple see me. they tink im fine... and even perhaps happy. but actually . tings arent the same. im feelin really.... sad. i guess its a new kinda sadness. and i reali dunno how to overcome it. hmmz. perhaps ill be cured when she comes back onta 1st of feb? dunno le. but it seems tht only she has e power to do tht. to make me happy and to jus be der for me. hmmz. woah. talkin abt all dis is starting to make me hate spore! ahhaah. oh well. i beta cut it out den. hmmz. danny is bein as silly as usual. ahhahs he's starin at me so cutely with his ears flopped up cos im laughin to myself (all tnks to del and her stupid sms) ahahhas. reali miss my dog. hes reali old oredi. hope he doesnt jus go. hmmz. gosh! jus realised im tinkg of all e sad sad stuff! shucks. thts reali bad. okay okay. i shall change the subject to happier stuff! tings tht im happy abt.....
1)my sis is back
2)shes comin back soon
3) badm orientatn sounds fun (surprisingly)
4) im finally a BIT rich
5) toilet meetings! (hahaha)


n thts abt all i can tink of. which is reali sad. ahhaha. oh well. i shall stop here for now.

del >> dun kill me hor. ahahah yay! hope to meet up wya again soon ya? tc of urself. and um try to keep ur hands to urself ya. ahahahhas

yunx>> reali miss u u twit! come back soon ya?

lala >> toilet meetings!!!! hee. but pls come earlier!

yanz >> smile more! dun fret! find a way to sit tog! haah

junz >> tc of urself k?

to sum1 whos in hk now >>> I MISS U TERRIBLY!!! COME BACK!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO SAY!